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| 05.23.04 |
| 05.23.04 (4:53 pm) [edit] |
Hideeho folks!
Well, its time for my little update. Had to say I had a very interesting weekend, and learned alot about myself, and other people in the process. As for Karen, I have to say shes quite the girl, and Im truely honored to be able to say Im her b/f, after the shit that happened this weekend, Im suprised she didnt flat out dump me. Come tomorrow, I pray everything will go much smoother after I appologize and thank her for everything. Well, they say what doesnt kill ya makes ya stronger aye? Well anyways, I have to do this nifty powerpoint presentation, and I figured Id post one of my backgrounds for it because Im bored. Its just a portrait of one of my characters, Adam Welm.
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| 06.19.04 |
| 05.19.04 (6:20 pm) [edit] |
Wow, its been a long ass time since Ive last posted here. Well, alots happened since the last post. The frosh that I was talking about below, well, her name is Karen, and I met her again when I was hired to do the giant hologram head for the play "The Wiz", a musical take on "The Wizard of Oz". Ya well, I got to know her during the few weeks I was building it and whatnot, and after taking her to afterprom (will be explained later), and after she did some things that showed she REALLY cared about me, such as rectifying all problems she had with my friends, I asked her to be my girlfriend, and she accepted. Tho alot of people judge a 3 year difference, I really dont give a fuck. All I know is, whenever Im around her, I cant rid myself of a smile, and the feeling of being around her is wonderful. Its not love, because I dont believe in love in high school, I dont know what to call it... maybe just a really good friendship.
So... prom.. ya, I fulfilled my promise to this girl Kate, the promise was if I found no girl to my liking to take to prom, Id take her. Ya well, big mistake. She was disgustingly fake to my parents. My mom was sure she had a stick up her ass. Prom was fun after dinner, because I ended up ditching her (yes I know, bad, but she was annoying!) kinda, and dancing with some other friends. Also, I had this all planned, so, I had it set, that Id take Kate to prom, and my friend at the time, Karen. Ya well, we had a pretty good time. We tried gambling and playing games, but it just didnt work very well, so we ended up huddled in a corner by Julie and her fiance Antar (yes, fiance, they announced their engagement to everyone at prom, but she told me like a month earlier.). Ya well they were asleep on a sleeping bag, and we just sat kinda near them and tried to sleep, but when you have two very ticklish, flirty people trying to sleep very close to each other, it doesnt really work out. The was a rumor that kinda went around that we were making out, but no such thing happened.
Afterprom was fun, but I had to accomplish something 1st in order to take Karen, I had to meet the father figure. I was freaked as fuck, and my friends were sitting in the car waiting for me for 20 minutes just in case I had to run out. Ended up going great. Her father plays DnD!!! It was cool as hell, we ended up talking about that and other stupid crap rather then questions about my intentions with his daughter...
So, I guess thats about it. Ive been dating Karen for a week now and alls going great so far. I have to get a job because not only are my parents bugging me, but so is she and her mom as well. Its kinda odd when ur g/fs mom (who doesnt know were dating) pulls out help wanted adds when you're sitting with her eating ice cream... ya so... Im done with my ramblings about Karen, and the other silly insignificant details of my life
Laaaaater
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| 03.04.04 |
| 03.04.04 (2:22 pm) [edit] |
HIDEEHO EVERYBODY! I might seem happy, but Im not really, its more or less I just dont care ya know? Anyway, Hannah called my dick small this morning, and I feel proud of myself that I didnt shoot a comment back. Not much else happened today, just school I guess... oh ya, and the emotion that dominates me quiz, its interesting.
You feel happy, and loved. Nothing could be any
better for you....you may even have a love one
in your life....go you. (Please Vote)
What Emotion Dominates you?
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My inner child is ten years old!
The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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| 02.02.04 |
| 03.02.04 (6:55 pm) [edit] |
Well, I went to the play of funness, Hook, done by the little Jr. High children, and it was alright. I had this kinda cute frosh girl who I didnt really know playing with my hair alot of the time, and I talked to Sackett. I didnt get a chance to get the frosh's # or SN or anything, but its prolly better off. Frosh's are dangerous... Anyway, it was interesting. I also took this nifty test, its what kind of wings I have, and this is the result.
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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| 02.29.04 |
| 02.29.04 (8:04 am) [edit] |
Well, Saturday night was quite interesting. Not as many people as I thought were gonna show up did, so we had like 15 :? Anyway, we trired to play some Crystal Chronicles, but people wouldnt stfu, so we changed over to Halo. We played that for a long ass time and sat around harassing each other verbally and sexually. Steph seemed pretty comfortable in between the 2 happy couples consisting of Erin and Louis and Julie and Antar. Kinda made me regret what I did the Friday night before Valentines Day, but, oh well. It was all fun and games (Halo) until Zavala, DeSanzo, and Russel left, and we decided to play a nice fun game of Strip Poker. Yes thats right folks, Strip Poker. The participants consisted of Erin,Steph, Chris, Ben P., Ben R., Louis, Charles, and myself. Unfortunately... it was the guys that lost the most clothes :cry: Im traumatized after seeing Chris shirtless...*shudders*. It was funny tho, we got Erin in nothing but her underwear tho, then the game was cancelled because everyone was being a buncha pussies and felt sorry 4 her. Ben r. is NEVER playing in one of our SP games again. the funniest part tho was when Steph lost her shirt (not bra), and all u heard was me and Charles at the same time with a very loud "HOLY SHIT!". There was a bit more to our comments, but I wont go into that one :wink: . Well anyway, nobody got naked because everyone was soo darn modest. Seriously, Im comfortable enough with myself to whip it out in front of everybody in that. But I must say, theres no fucking way Steph is a C. If ur reading this, very nice :wink: . Enough with my perverted ramblings, I just found it all kinda funny, I didnt really know whether to be turned on or pissed off tho.
Speaking of parties, I cant have anymore till the end of the quarter, unless myparents cool down by then. Oh well, I guess I have to repent for my sins some way. Overalll tho, the party was kinda a bust, but it had its moments. Well, thats all for now
Laaaaaater
Quote of the Day: "A woman is like a fine vehicle, she costs alot, requires alot of maintenance, and if you gotta fast one, you have to pay attention, 'cause if you make one false move you'll end up all mangled in some lonesome ditch"
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| 02.18.04 |
| 02.18.04 (6:45 pm) [edit] |
Yet another quiz... Lizz... I hate you...
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::: Brian
Birthplace ::: New London, Connecticut
Age ::: 17
Age you act ::: Is there such a thing as a negative age?...
Current location ::: A suburb outside of Toledo, Ohio
Eye color ::: Brown
Hair color ::: Brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: Right
Zodiac sign? ::: Ok, like I said, this shits gay
Height? ::: 5'7"
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality :::
Your hair ::: shortish-longish
Your fears ::: Hell, Commitment
Your perfect room ::: Large ass bed, powerful ass computer in the corner with a huge ass TV, and a shelf lned with video games and anime DvDs
What you practically do in a day ::: sleep, eat, go to school, flirt with the ladies, come home, go online, eat, video games, TV, sleep
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::: 1 word.... monkey
Phrases you overuse ::: erm... I dont know
Your first thought when you woke up ::: Fuck! I have to goto the table and deal with Steph and her backup today!
Your greatest accomplishment ::: Hasnt happened yet
Something you want to do ::: Have a 3-some
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: Burger King.
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: Christina
Chocolate or vanilla ::: Chocolate
Adidas or Nike ::: Adidas
Black or white ::: White.
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: Bills.
Burgers or hot dogs ::: Burgers.
Egypt or France ::: France
Rock or rap ::: Rock
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::: No
Cuss ::: Fuck yes!
Sing well ::: lalala erm... no
Sing in the shower ::: I whistle...
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: Brian? do you talk to yourself? Yes
Believe in yourself ::: depends
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: Sometimes.
Play an instrument ::: No.
Want to go to college? ::: Yes.
Want to get married? ::: Yes.
Want to have children? ::: Yes.
Think you're a health freak? ::: No.
Get along with your parents ::: Sometimes
Get along with your siblings? ::: I dont have any ^^....anymore...
Think you're popular ::: Who cares? Ive got friends that care and women that will fuck me on command, thats all that matters. ;)
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::: Yes
Drank alchohal ::: No
Smoke ::: No
Get high ::: No
Done any drugs ::: No
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: No
Been on stage ::: Yes
Gone skinny dipping ::: No
Been dumped ::: No
Dyed your hair ::: No
Stolen anything ::: No
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::: Erin
Loudest ::: Malori
Most shy ::: hmm... cant think of any...
Blondest ::: Erin
Smartest ::: Ben R.
Kindest ::: Julie
Best personality ::: Not sure..
Most talented ::: not sure
Best singer ::: not sure
Most ghetto ::: Malori
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: Lizz
Pain in the ass ::: Malori or Erin
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: Erin
Funniest ::: Erin
Best person for advice ::: Ben R.
Dependable ::: Moose
Trustworthy ::: Ben. R
Druggie ::: Moose
Most likely to end up in jail ::: Chris
Person you've known the longest ::: Ben R.
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::: Cant remember them
Last nightmare ::: Cant remember
Car ride ::: From RCIA to my house
Last time you cried ::: I cant even remember...
Last movie seen ::: Cant remember
Last movie rented ::: Dont even know...
Last book read ::: Dont remember that one either...
Last word said ::: faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaag
Last curse word said ::: Fux0r
Last time you laugh ::: Today
Last phone call ::: Ben
Last CD played ::: .Hack//Liminality OST
Last song you listened to ::: Sea of Twilight
Last annoyance ::: Erin
Last IM ::: Erin
Last weird encounter ::: This morning....
Last person you hugged ::: Ashley
Last person you yelled at ::: Dont remember...
Last time you wore a skirt ::: Ive never worn a skirt before... and unless theres some good money involved, I dont plan to...
Last time you've been evil ::: Today
Sarcastic? ::: Today
Last time you fought with your parents ::: Today
Last time you wished upon a star ::: I dont believe in wishing on stars
Played Truth or Dare ::: Too long ago to remember
Spent quality time alone ::: Now
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: Yes
Do you feel lonely ::: Yes
Ever TP'd someone's house ::: No
How about egging someone's house ::: No
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: erm... what?
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: Um... Bacon?
Yo Momma ::: is gay
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: Depends on how hot she is....
What do you think of George Bush? ::: Were not EVEN gonna talk about THAT one.
Any secret fetishes? ::: hehehe...
Do you like to wear chains? Um......
How many languages do you speak? ::: 1
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: They hurt worse then my dick being burnt off sticking it in between Hannah's legs.
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you XP)) ::: Yes
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| 02.17.04 |
| 02.17.04 (1:57 pm) [edit] |
alright, Ive found it funny how my friend Lizz puts up quizzes on her blogs, so, Im gonna do her quiz, have fun and enjoy urself ;)
name: Brian
single or taken: Single, and luvin it ;)
sex: male
bday: 05-06-86
sign: Who cares? That astrology shits evil
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
who are your best friends: (Male)- Tier 1: Moose Tier 2: Ben (Female)- Tier 1: Julie Tier 2: Erin
boyfriend/girlfriend: None. Why buy the cow when u can have the milk 4 free?
f a s h i o n
where is your favorite place to shop: Wizzywig
any tattoos or piercings: erm, no...
s p e c i f i c s
do you do drugs: nah
what kind of shampoo do you use: Suave
what are you most scared of: Hell
who is the last person who called you: Ben
where do you want to get married: Marriage?... What is this... marriage?
what would you change about yourself: Most likely either to have muscle, or to have my dick grow like a 1/2 inch or more, Id be perfectly happy with 7-7 1/2"
f a v o r i t e s
colors: Blue, Black, Royal Purple
food: anything edible
subjects in school: Is lunch considered a subject?...
animal: the Wolf
h a v e y o u e v e r
given anyone a bath: myself
smoked: nope
made yourself throw up: nah
been in love: Romantic, no, I believe romantic love to be destructive at our age in most cases.
made yourself cry to get out of trouble: no
Pictured your crush naked: Her, her friends, her enemies, and other hotties that tend to walk by that she doesnt even know. Often times, alot of them are in the same fantasy. :D
cried when someone died: no
lied: erm... no ^^
been rejected: once, Ive done all of the rejecting before and after that.
used someone: most likely
done something you regret: yes
c u r r e n t
clothes: Blue jeans, and a dark grey long sleeve shirt
music: .Hack//Liminality OST
favorite group: Dont have one
dvd in player: .Hack//SIGN Limited Edition DvD #3
l a s t p e r s o n
you touched: Forgot...
hugged: Emily
imed you: Malori
you kissed: My dog, Rosie
a r e y o u
understanding: not very, but I AM forgiving
open-minded: depends
immature: Arent we all?
random: I have a very large wang
hungry: not really
hard working: no
organized: depends
suicidal: not really
healthy: mentally or physically?...
shy: depends
difficult: kinda
lonely: nah, just bored
stupid: In many ways
attractive: Hellz ya I am
bored easily: Im entertained by a peice of lint
messy: yup
obsessed: erm...currently? To get the .Hack//SIGN LE DvD set, and get laid in a 3 some.
happy: depends
hyper: not really
o p p o s i t e s e x
what do you notice first: face
Last person you slow danced with: Brittney
makes you laugh the most: Erin
gives you a funny feeling when you see them: Steph, Hannah, both for obvious reasons....wait does funny mean sickened? hehe :lol:
who do you have a crush on: I find flings with multiple women work better then crushes.
who has a crush on you: Hehe... 1...2....3....4... lol, Ive lost count
n u m b e r
of hearts i have broken: .... you just HAVE to fucking torment me with that shit dont you?!?!?!?!
of people ive kissed: Never been kissed, although the opportunities that have come up... too many to count
of cds i own: tch, I aint fuckin count'n that shit.
of scars on my body: none
f i n a l t h o u g h t s
who would you love being locked in a room with: 2 hotties, a large assortment of alcohol, neat colored sex toys, and some various fruits.
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| 02.16.04 |
| 02.16.04 (5:38 pm) [edit] |
SCOREMONKIES!!!!! I got my 1st .Hack//SIGN Limited Edition DvD set. I picked up #3 for $33.99!!! Yes! r0x0r price!!! Anyway, Im kinda anxious to see who will chew me out tomorrow over telling Steph I dont wanna be with her, or take her out, because shes an evil manipulative ***** that used my ego, arrogance, and resentment to fuel my hatreds for her "competition" so she could have me herself. Nice try, but the only thing I hate is hatred itself, and you got your ass handed to you in the end. I have no pity for you, you deserved what you got for how you manipulated my mind. I now see how evil some people can really be
Current Mood: Semi-happy, yet disgusted
Current Anime: .Hack//SIGN
Current Music: .Hack//Liminality OST
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| 02/13/04 |
| 02.13.04 (7:31 pm) [edit] |
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Well, I broke off the date... yes yes I know its the day before Valentines day, and perhaps if I hadnt have paniced I could have handeled it better... but... its just I dont feel that way about her. I cant help it, i was delusioned by how she helped me deal with the whole Hannah thing. I feel horrible about it, and Ive thought about suicide, but decided its just not me. Anyway, I hope it gets better eventually. I know itll never be the same, but hopefully there can be peace eventually. I believe I had good intentions breaking it off. I dont believe it would have been right of me to let this continue, and let her become more attached. Perhaps I didnt handle it as I should have 100%, but I believe what I did for the most part was right, and I stand by it as such.
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| 02.09.04 |
| 02.09.04 (2:38 pm) [edit] |
Well, last weekend was rather interesting, went out with Julie and a buncha people Friday night, and it all ended with stuff I wont talk about. Saturday Rogers, Graves, Moose and I went to my house and played some Halo, which was pretty fun, and I found that I have some potential at the game. Anyway, heres my weekend Schedule for alla u people that wanna do something.
Friday: Not sure
Saturday: Dagorhir: 12-3, Date with Steph: 5 -whatever
Sunday: Not sure
so, there ya have it, I really dont feel like scanning nw drawings in right now, so deal with it.
Laater
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| 01.22.04 |
| 01.22.04 (2:27 pm) [edit] |
Its kinda funny how someone can go from liking u to hating u for no reason. I personally cant understand how someone could hate someone enuf to say that they wouldnt care if they died, especialliy if they were previously their friend. Whats even gayer, is the fact that some people just hate others for no reason, just because they do. Its stupid. Oh well, people are people I guess...
Anyway, I drew a new picture for your viewing pleasure whilst bored in school, so here it is. [image]Mac_987452149.jpg[/image] Its Danutarth and Darvak, Danutarth is the on the left, Darvak, on the right.
Which Final Fantasy (IV-X) Character are you?
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| 01.19.04 |
| 01.19.04 (2:30 pm) [edit] |
Suhweetness, made a new avatar. It was made to be a buddy icon, but its far too big in size to be so, so Im most likely gonna have to take out alot of slides to make it smaller. Now you all know what I do with my boring life...
Well, Winter Cor kinda sucked, I learned that I should keep my nose outta other people's business, even if whats happening is destructive to another. I danced a bit, and I grinded for my 1st time, so that was ok. Everyone seemed to have a sucky ass night, Julie dropped her boyfriend that she was with for like 3 hrs...
Oh well, everyone learned a lesson. Its also funny to find someone decent looking actually thinks Graves is better looking then me (A 1st I might add). Oh well, diff'rent strokes. Anyway, u all have fun, and I um... wont ^^
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| 01.17.04 |
| 01.17.04 (11:46 am) [edit] |
Well, tonight's Winter Cor. night and Im bored as shit, not to mention it might not be the best experience in the world. Oh Well, less fun people are going, so hopefully someone will pull some freakish shit so I can have at least SOMETHING amusing to do besides dance. Sure, slow dancing is fun, but fast dancing sucks, so basically its 3/4 the night thats a waste. I guess Im not much for "gettin' jiggy wit' it" because Im very, very white. As white as Classical Music and Fencing. Ya, well, Im still cooler then alla u, so its all good. Anyway, I figure Id post my boredom works from Thursday's exams so, here ya go.
[image]Mac_772053456.jpg[/image]
This is Adam Welm Vs Danutarth, done during 5th period.
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This is Adam Welm at the beach, why? Because even Paladins need a break. Done during 6th period.
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| 01.14.04 |
| 01.14.04 (10:49 am) [edit] |
hehe, well its good that I finally decided to update I guess. Fun things have been going on in my life, people getting pissed at me, my romantic incompetance, u knowz, the usual. Anyway, exams have been going well... gay, and besides talking about girls we thought had dicks at the table during 3rd period, nuthin else fun happened really. So um... I guess ill just post a picture I drew when I was bored during the 4th period exam..
so um... here. [image]Mac_808051495.jpg[/image]
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| 1.4.04 |
| 01.04.04 (4:23 pm) [edit] |
HELLZ YES! I GOTZ ME AN AVATAR! See? Its Topato from wigu.com that I drew on paint ^^. It r0x0r5 j00r b0x0r5! Ya well, Im kinda hyper today, gotta get some research on capital punishment done and make up counters for every possible point they could throw at me declaring it right and just. So anyway, I guess some people are still pissed at me. Oh well, if they REALLY wanna hold grudges like that, fine, whatever. Finished my Warrior of the Wind DnD class almost, just have to put the roleplaying descriptor to it and make sure its not ultimate. Well, Im done talking to you people, be gone now fools!
Laaater
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| 1.3.04 |
| 01.03.04 (3:38 pm) [edit] |
I have come upon a revelation. One that will change me forever. I have finally decided to turn over a new leaf, and rid myself of talking behind people's backs, betraying those close to me, and gettings involved in he-said she-said shit. Ive realized how stupid, pointless, and destructive it is. I would give my life for my friends, and I need to show it more. I have been a horrible friend to numerous people, and Im truely sorry for it. Ben, Alex, and all the rest of my friends, Im sorry for what I have done, you dont have to forgive me, but I have appologized, it is all I can do. If there is a way to rectify the situation, make it known, but otherwise, this is my appology. Lauren, thank you for showing me that love at our age, might not just be silly feelings. Like u said, you cant have a rainbow, without having the rain 1st ^^. Anyway, I will continue my quest to become a better friend, person, and not say the F word as I continue the new year. I also hope to get my campaign to flow so it's playable soon, so I can start inviting players. It's coming along pretty well as a rough outline!
Well, thats all I gotz ta say,
Laaater
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| 1.1.04 |
| 01.01.04 (7:36 am) [edit] |
Happy frickin' New Year people. I hope all you guys and freaks have made your New Year's resolutions. Mines to stop saying the F-word. I've already heard some interesting ones. (Like I said Hannah I can arrange yours :wink: ) I'm about to play Final Fantasy XI some, but first I figured Id better write some stuff for your viewing pleasure...
I guess the guys went out last night and did some lame shit... as usual.... Moose drank.... as usual... and did nothing epic... as usual. Maybe his New Years Resolution will be to talk to a girl *GASP*. (BLASPHEMY!! IF HE TALKS TO A GIRL LIFE AS WE KNOW IT WILL CEASE TO EXIST!!) hehe... All kidding aside, I hope this new year will be filled with fun and exciting events, thoughts, and especially women :wink: . Maybe I should think about getting a stable girlfriend....... LOL.. thats a laugh...
Anyway, I wish you all a Happy New Year ^^
Laaaater
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